Hi Tink
I am 3 years on from my cancer treatment and I still get anxiety, feeling trapped at times. I have kept going with lots of things but if I have a sleep I always wake up sad. I think you will have to give yourself more time, you have had a major shock and on top of that a lot of treatment and the body and mind takes a long time to recover from such an ordeal. I don't think you will ever forget what you have been through but I'm sure you will find ways of working through it, I certainly wish you all the best. I joined a community choir and have loved it and singing really helps, even if I'm not very good at it! I wish you all the best for your recovery. Cheers, Vivie