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im not looking at the mountain ,  ive tried to run from an avalanche coming down that mountain but im finding myself under it all. where do I start? u guys know about the breast cancer /surgery on the 20th march, and the arthritis but not all the other stuff that's gone on over the years which I wont bore u with.  now thre is the NDIS got daughters plan approved  and given an amount of funding.   ive gotta find a plan manager, ( and hope they wont rip us off ) ive gotta organise all the things that are being funded cos the govt said no to funding for a support co Ordinator  I haven't had my meeting yet to sort out a plan for me  I just cant do it , I read one 4 page contract a hundred times and It just isn't going in or making sense.