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well I saw my gp this morning, he said the report from breastscreen was a jumble.  it said they found a carcinoma but …………   I couldn't have gone back to Nambour breast screen for the results but I just cant get there so my gp has referred me to the hospital urgently  its not fair its just not fair , what happens to daughter , we cant stay here . how do I get to treatment I cant stay on carers pittance if im in hospital for treatment .  I know radiation treatment  doesn't take long ( my brother had throat cancer ) but chemo if I have to have it ??  daughter gave me a hug .  I have never felt so alone ive wanted to die in the past but not with cancer dad had it brother had it mum didn't now what