Oh Tracey, I can so relate! It is so good to hear from you. I am so happy that you have decided to put yourself first. I have had to do the same. I was really nervous at first to let go of the expectations I had of myself, and to stop working for a bit but now I feel so much better that I did. Life's not great, pain, hot flushes and lack of sleep still overwhelm me but at least I no longer feel like I am hanging on by my fingertips. I don't know what will happen to me financially but I am sure everything will work out, maybe not like I thought it would but as you say nothing will be the same after BC. Keep well
Lots of hugs, Nadine