Hi Shirley it is a tough trip and our emotions run wild. I started with a lumpectomy and then had to go back because not good margins, Then had second and still not good margins. In the end I had chemo and a mastectomy. The treatment can vary so much from doctors,, we have to trust the doctors which is hard to do when you are feeling so crap. I'm still trying to find my new normal time helps. The best advice I ever got was stop being so hard on myself as my body and mind were going through so much and I needed to give it time to heal. Take care and visit often