@smokie08, maybe the relaxation and feel good you got going from the wine has done you more good than the damage you think may or may not have ! So there you go - it's balanced out! Neutralised!!
I was a HUGE lover of wine... Then two half years ago after my melanoma diagnosis I cut right down - Id go months without then occasional glass or two. Then I get breast cancer.... Go figure!!!!
so did my previous consumption cause it ? Don't know. Did my phone in my bra when I used to run years ago cause it. Don't know. Was it my diet. Don't know.
Bad luck I think. Don't beat yourself up Honey - you deserve to cut yourself some slack. Massive hugs. Xxxxx