@kmakm. I did some counselling when my mother passed away about 15 years ago but not specifically talk therapy - what does that involve? I found a weird spot near my scar this morning and even though every test I have had in the last 6 months has been clear (even my most recent bone scan) I immediately thought "its back". Im seeing my surgeon next week so if its still there Ill bring it up with her. Think it could be a certain bra rubbing on the area. I don't think that fear will ever go away for me. Good on you making an appointment too xoxo