Hi there @"Kiwi Angel". What you’re feeling is totally ok. Sounds like you’ve got good support from your hubby. Stay positive it will get better lovely. And @arpie. Fingers crossed all your results are good and @"Annie C". Keep those boots on they are absolutely brilliant for kicking bc in the arse and balls when necessary that’s for sure. I’m sure you could also find some other things or people for that matter to kick them with too lol. And how clever are you with your sewing @"Annie C" !! I had to let my scrubs pants down when I started this job earlier in the year and while I was waiting for my lovely friend to fix them properly I unpicked them stapled them then used a nurses best friend, micropore tape to finish them off! When I handed them to my friend to fix properly she laughed at me..... don’t know why??? Lucky I don’t cook how I sew lol or else we’d starve! And @Zoffiel is always bashing smashing building screwing painting and sawing some bloody thing! I’d lose a leg if I had to use a chainsaw I reckon! Big hug. Margie. Xx