Feeling Down

@kezmusc - just hate feeling weak - which I know makes no sense as I wouldn't of made it through all this crap if I wasn't strong.  Like you I'm finding it hard to get back to the things I love - I feel quite apathetic about a lot of things these days.  You would think we would live our healthiest lives wouldn't you but it just doesn't work like that.

@kmakm - thanks for the virtual hugs love - I'm going to ring the shrink today that my oncologist recommended and find out what days she works and look at booking an appointment.

@sister - you are pretty bang on - about 5 1/2 months since I was diagnosed - think it is just such a whirlwind and then its just over!

I find it hard too that treatment is over but emotionally its not over.  People around you now think of it being completely over and just to get on with it.  I haven't actually spoken to my husband yet about how Im feeling yet so cant include him in that statement.

Thanks ladies for the support and words of wisdom xoxo