Well, it seems I am not such a machine after all @socoda & @TonyaM
Started out on such a high!! then I got the Cancer Council call re the program & sorry you dont qualify we only want curable people not people with mets!!! Nowhere in that pamphlet did it indicate it was some kind of trial or that there were any conditions of joining the program.
To say I am devastated is an understatement. I Relay for Life for the Cancer Council, this year I am even on the organising committee & now I need them or, want something from them, they are not there...........
So now this afternoon, after that call, I have hit a brick wall & am close to tears & a complete hissy fit meltdown. The same feelings & emotions that always ht me every time that oncology psychologist rang me.
I feel so well, how can I be so ill that everyone that is supposed to be there turns their back.