@TonyaM
@Afraser
thank you ladies
I’ll go to my GP and see if he can communicate to my specialist how his student created so much worry and anxiety and hopefully I can get a proper visit and check over by him personally
if he checked me this previous visit and said no problems I would have happily waited until my next appointment and mammogram (although anxiously) I still would have been better then now.
Before all this I was doing everything the psychologist recommended
walking through a beautiful reserve everyday and saying my prayers when I got to the top of a reasonable hill with a magical view
started painting water colour’s and getting back into baking
amazing how far this Scenario sent me back and stole all the pleasure and energy out of me.
thanks for all you lovely support
bless you both x