Christine, thanks for sharing! After my first diagnosis in 2011, I urged some work colleagues to have mammos!!! thankfully they did as both had Breast Cancer. I think the alarming thing is that it is rampant in the community, and even more alarming so many women out there have it and don't know. I always urge all women to be checked, its just devastating! I never ever thought I would have a recurrence, I left it well behind and 4yrs on, you really believe youve kicked it and its gone. I refuse however after having it twice to give in to the thought again, and choose to believe it is gone and live day to day with a renewed outlook that all I have is right now, nothing more nothing less.