@Ktre Sending big hugs. That mets diagnosis is certainly shattering. You just start moving on with life again, then bam. Allow yourself the bad days. I used to fight them but found accepting them was more healing. I have a lot more good days than bad. I have moved on to accepting my new normal. I have an infusion every three weeks of targetted therapy. I am starting a new job soon and just so long as I keep my calendar by my side, I can stay organised. All the best. Do what works for you.