@doodoo I think a lot of us feel the same ! Happy for you ! As time goes by I expect it will get better.
I think we feel cautiously optimistic about stuff but really expect the worse more often than not !
I remember after my op & the results were clear & they didn't have to go back in I was in total shock .
And lets face it we know more than family & friends about this crap .
My 12 months is in April ,fingerscrossed .
@"Annie C" hope you are able to breathe freely asap ! All my love & hugs to you xx