Sometimes...

I am one of those that does not know what to say. As we started our journey (diagnosis) at about the same time I have followed your words, your journey with much emotion. You have been an inspiration. I recall when you climbed the harbour bridge I was gobsmacked - oh wow I thought - I am in so much pain how can she do that. Know that what you share helps us all heal in some way.

I feel your pain but i cannot help release it. I know your struggles and sadness but i cannot heal them. All I can do is share my words and hope something will make a little bit of a difference.

The grief continues with everyone we meet in this this new world filled with cancer. I moved away from my weekly meditation group so I would not meet any more new comers to the world of cancer - but it is still there.

The daily struggles of a body that has been ravaged by mans made chemicals to help us fight - fight for our peace of mind and healing of body and soul.

So just for now, just for this month I have joined the Cancer relay to help raise funds for research - as I feel this is what I may be able to do that will help. My team is made up of survivors and carers. This is what I hope will make a difference - so we can begin to heal and fight this on a global scale.

Much love and light is always there - i just have to look for it. You are part of that love and light MandaMoo. It is in these connections that we make.

Maria333