Feeling hopeful again
For the past month I have really struggled emotionally. For over 3 years since my diagnosis in May 2013, I have kept myself positive by doing all that I could to help myself during treatment and recovery. This culminated in May this year with my Charity Challenge Trek for the Cancer Council to Everest Base Camp.
Just one month later I found out that my bone density (after just 10 months on Femara) had worsened to actual osteoporosis level in my spine. I felt defeated, constantly upset and more exhausted than at any other stage of this 'journey'. I had gone from feeling (and being actually very close to!) on top of the world to almost rock bottom emotionally.
All my doctors seemed to offer was medication for bone density which of course comes with potentially another set of side effects. At only 50 I could see my future could quite easily be even more medication to counter the side effects of that and so on. Before breast cancer I was fortunate to be the sort of person who rarely even needed a panadol. This was NOT a direction I wanted to head into, if I could help it.
Today I had my first visit to The Bone Clinic. I saw their Exercise Physiologist and Dietician. I start classes next week which are specifically designed to improve bone density. Everything they do is fully supervised and based on the latest research. They have given me hope that I can improve my situation through diet and the right type of exercise. They have 74 year olds who can do chin ups. I am going to be able to do a chin up (my first ever) before too long!!
They have many clients who have had cancer and have special classes for those who are going through treatment right now. As a few people have posted about recently on here, there is a lot of research showing that maintaining muscle during treatment can lead to better outcomes and make treatments such as chemo even more effective.
Even better news for me is that this facility is expanding next month to another site much closer to where I live on the Sunshine Coast (today's visit was on the south side of Brisbane). I feel happy, hopeful and capable again. With the right help I might be able to improve my position without resorting to more medication. Time will tell but I will be trying my hardest.
Deanne xxx