Plastic Surgeon today...was cool and calm...now petrified and teary...

I have just decided to get a reconstruction done after 3 years.  I am yet to speak to plastic surgeon but hoping my decision is the right one.  I am still nervous and will probably get more emotional as the decision becomes final.   I am lucky to still have my 90 year old Mum who listens to my gripes and emotions.  Good luck Mel and hope all is well with you.