Hi Jabba. Thank you for those your message. It's been a while since I've logged in. My update or now is that I do have a lymph node that is cancerous. Found put after I did an ultrasound and a biopsy. My surgeon also wanted me to do the BRAC Gene test, just waiting for the results. I am currently having the A/C first and I had my second session 2 weeks ago. Yes it does take a toll on you. Wasn't the best the whole week after it. Even now doing things around the house I do get tired very easily. On top of the A/C I am also having Immunotherapy. I will start the other lot around April for 12 weeks and then have the surgery later. Like you I do find the chemo nurses to be amazing and very supportive. I guess for me when I felt unwell after the 2nd session of chemo I really just wanted to give up and felt sorry for myself and just cried for most of the day. How are your kids coping with your diagnosis?