Hi @OTISMYCAT Tanya
I am so sorry to see you join our select little group and hope you have good family & friends to help support you thru these early stages in particular. It is a real emotional roller coast ride - with lots of highs & lows xx. If you feel overly anxious, ask your GP if you can see a counsellor, or give our Helpline a bell on 1800 500 258 (Mon-Fri, Office Hours). Talking to someone about your concerns always helps.
All the best with your visit to your surgeons & Oncs .... see if you can take a trusted friend or family member with you, as both physical & moral support ... and consider recording your meetings on your phone, as it is easy to miss bits, whilst you ponder something that has already been said. You can go back over it again, later