Hey what you are feeling is very normal. Its ok to be emotional god knows i was although i used to wait till my young daughter wasnt around because seeing me get upset would upset her so i used to breakdown in private. Its important you get support to get through even though it sounds your diagnosis is great, treatment will take its toll both physically and emotionally. And that is perfectly fine and normal. Amazing how better you feel after a good cry. Dont be too hard on yourself and do whatever you need to do to get better.
Take care and stay in touch.????
Maryrose