Hi all,
Thank you so much for all your comments and advice (love your terminology too Gayle:)). I have just finished all of my 16 cycles of Chemo and honestly it wasn't as bad as I thought so I know know my mind is worse than nearly anything life can grow at me lol. My mental state has calmed quite a lot and is now entering that dreaded "will it come back" stage but I now have some practice in how to try and calm my thoughts. I still have 25 Radiotherapys to do but I feel the worst is over for now. My hard work with my physio has paid off and my cording has nearly all gone tho my nerve pain remains. I am so greatful to each and everyone of you who "came to my rescue", it made me feel so much calmer and very loved and is truely priceless to me. I am a rare individual so I won't let this be any different as far as statistics go....I am me not a statistic. I hope I have plenty of years to come, of trying to help the newbies that sadly appear on here, just as you all did for me. My drs are impressed with how I have done through chemo and I'll have rads in months time and will finish all my set treatment just in time for my 3year wedding anniversary and my 34th birthday. Cheers for now and thanks again.
