Hang in there sweetheart.... I'm 5 years on, and was where your head is now. I had DCIS4 ( terminal at one point ) and a triple neg... I fought that war, I punched it fair in the fucking face!! Get angry!! Get really angry with it!!! Cry, scream, swear!!! Then get on with letting the drugs do their thing. Tell it " I AM NOT READY TO DIE! I HAVE TOO MUCH LIVING TO DO! SO FUCK OFF!!!" .... Prepare yourself for anything and everything!! The drugs will make you sicker than you've ever been, and I was sick and tired of being told "be strong, be positive" I was positive, I was positive I had cancer and was going to die!! But I didn't !! AND neither will you my lovely!!! <3
