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Ann58​ I'm sorry to hear of your diagnosis. The speed at which those first steps happen can really shake a person.

Reaching out to this message board is a good step. There are lots of people here with experience who have been through a similar diagnosis and treatment. If you have questions then someone is likely to have answers and ideas.

Have you been referred to a Breast Care Nurse? My surgeon gave me the details for a local one who talked me through the ins and outs of surgery.  Otherwise if you find the McGrath Foundation website you can search for a local Breast Care Nurse.

I'd also recommend giving the BCNA helpline a call for a chat.

Or do you have a GP or psychologist that you can talk to about how you're feeling?  They can provide advice on how to make the next steps easier for you so that it's not so overwhelming.

Try not to worry about the tears. It's completely normal to spring frequent leaks (I cried at pretty much every appointment and phone call including as they wheeled me off for surgery).

All the best with your upcoming treatment.