Oh I am so sorry to hear that, and you are so right, it's the new reality. And to be honest I can't even utter the words "I have cancer". It's even hard to write it here. I'm in such shock and all I do is rewind the conversation from my results appointment, and the only thing that comforts me a bit is the words "early". But it's still so scary and surreal. I am also angry with myself as to how did I not feel the lump myself, even though they did say it's very hard to feel it, I still think I should have tried harder. Don't know, it's a very tough time.
I wish you and everyone else who is going through this difficult journey all the best. I would love to stay in touch and we can all keep each other updated on our journey and progress. 🙏