Ann58
14 hours agoMember
a difficult day
Today was my PET scan & also a CT scan. Awful. but I did it. I’m just still struggling with the enormity of it all. It’s surreal. I feel like I’m in a bad dream. And on the scan table I was wonder...
We are here for you. And yes, wish I could give you more support than my words on a page.
It's ok to go through the full range of feelings about this awful disease. Keep posting here often. I wonder if we all go through a moment (or many) of "this can't be happening to me" ?
I listened to the first episode of the BCNA podcast about anxiety, today. It was very good, I hadn't thought about all the ways anxiety could find me. I'm not sure I'm ready for this roller coaster, but it's coming regardless.
I'm still numb, in disbelief.