Thank you Anita

Sandybeach
Sandybeach Member Posts: 63
edited September 2014 in Day to day
I have just read Anita's bog and feel so encouraged that I'm going to give one a go. I too am extremely anxious and not sleeping. I am terrified of the procedure and of getting very depressed after wards.

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  • Sandybeach
    Sandybeach Member Posts: 63
    edited March 2015
    So glad you're doing so well.
  • Anita.geary
    Anita.geary Member Posts: 37
    edited March 2015
    How amazing that even in our most desperate and darkest times we still inspire others! I am pleased to think that my blog has been helpful in some way for you to face your fight. We truly are each other's allies, let me know how you are traveling, I hope it's well xx
  • Anita.geary
    Anita.geary Member Posts: 37
    edited March 2015
    How amazing that even in our most desperate and darkest times we still inspire others! I am pleased to think that my blog has been helpful in some way for you to face your fight. We truly are each other's allies, let me know how you are traveling, I hope it's well xx
  • Sandybeach
    Sandybeach Member Posts: 63
    edited March 2015

    Dear katrob. I"m sorry for my short reply. You didn't affend me at all. In fact up until the other day I was feeling quite positive and greatful that I had escaped chemotherapy, which with my other issues would probably have caused me no end of harm. I have found out now that I have been having panic attacks and actually woke up from my last surgury having one that was not recognised.  I have found a lovely GP who has explained to me what they are and that they were not my fault. I wouldn't wish them on my worst enemy. She has recommended that I postpone my next lot of surgery for a fortnight until the medicos can get things settled down. Thankyou for your positive energy. Good luck with your surgery.

  • Sandybeach
    Sandybeach Member Posts: 63
    edited March 2015

    Thanks Katrina. Ill have a go at finding you on face book. Cheers

  • katrob
    katrob Member Posts: 16
    edited March 2015

    I have the pink ribbon "I will win" as my profile pic. Never mind, we can stay in touch through here :)

  • katrob
    katrob Member Posts: 16
    edited March 2015

    I have the pink ribbon "I will win" as my profile pic. Never mind, we can stay in touch through here :)

  • Sandybeach
    Sandybeach Member Posts: 63
    edited March 2015
    Thank you to all of the beautiful ladies who have helped me so far in my journey. I'd love to meet each one of you in person one day to truly express appreciation. I thought I'd just post an update to let you know how I'm travelling. Following the panic attacks I'm starting to settle a little now and my meds for Parkinson's and depression have been slightly increased so I think that has helped. I'm slowly reducing the Valium during the day so that my mind is a little more alert. The Parkinson's disease slows me down considerably and makes me quite tired so I get frustrated that I can only walk short distances before having to rest and weed my garden sitting on a stool now. I have also enlisted my husbands help to just drive to the beach or go somewhere so that I can see something different to think about. Houses can become very claustrophobic after many months. I am finding it a challenge to change from full day "Sandra's on a mission" shopping trips as my family called them to half hour sessions. I'm also reaching out to people with whom I have lost contact over the years since we moved to the country many years ago. I am so thankful that we are in the city now and Feel so deeply for those of you who know what it's like to be in hospital a long way from home and loved ones.
    Back on track now. I see the surgeon on the 9th October. My daughter is coming with me because my dear hubby is in nearly as much distress as me and he forgets what doctor says sometimes too. It will give Nicole the opportunity to ask her questions too and get a better understanding of everything. I'm just hoping now that once the decision is made we can get the operation phase over with and start on the recovery and the future what ever that may be. I'm a true believer though that when a door closes another one opens and so I'm doing my best to look forward even whilst I grieve the past. I've discovered through all this, that the grieving can't be escaped but must be experienced before one can be free of it.
    It seems to be a bit like putting out a fire. Every time you rake over the coals they burn a little less intensely until the heat has gone.
    Heart hugs to all of you other champions. Sandra

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