Hi everyone, I was diagnosed mid February and had surgery on the 4th April where the mass was removed and lymph nodes were involved. I was scheduled to have further nodes removed but it was cancelled as more tests were needed on Liver and Spine but thankfully these were all clear. I am scheduled to start Chemo this Thursday (hopefully no more setbacks) and even though I do want to get it started I am feeling very fearful about it too. I am going to try Cold Cap treatment and wondered whether anyone else has had this done and how it went. I am listening to Mediation Apps at night which is really helping on Positivity and Gratitude. I feel like a part of me is missing, and have lost confidence in everything at the moment. I know I will get myself back but wonder if I will ever totally be me again. This is my first time on this site, and feel this might let me get out what I am actually feeling, as I do hide a bit from the family, so as not to let them worry too much. Hopefully through this journey I will have learnt a lot and able to help others going through the same thing.
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