My Heart

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-Samantha-
-Samantha- Member Posts: 61
edited July 2011 in Day to day

My Heart

My heart yearns for yesterday,
When Cancer hadn’t invaded my breasts.

My heart yearns for the old me,
When I wasn’t scarred on the outside, or the inside.

My heart yearns for the knowledge
That my husband and I will grow old together.

My heart yearns for my daughters,
That they will never know breast cancer like I do.

But mostly my heart breaks.

It breaks when I see the woman that used to be me,

With her bald head wrapped tightly in a scarf,
Walking her child into school,
Playing in the park,
Pushing her trolley in the supermarket.

It breaks when I know all she is enduring just to stay with her family.

It breaks my heart to know the chaos taking place inside her,
The feelings of helplessness, confusion and anxiety.

It breaks my heart to see her looking around,
Wondering how many people are looking & feeling pity for her.

It breaks to know how bravely she carries on,
Defiantly showing the world that everything is still “normal”.

It breaks when I hear of another beautiful woman diagnosed with this disease.

It breaks my heart to know she won’t be the last.

- SAMANTHA DICICCO JULY 2011

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  • Samantha Cunnington
    Samantha Cunnington Member Posts: 235
    edited March 2015
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    i think i got to the 3rd line when the tears started flowing...all u have wtitten is so true..and my heart feels the same

    its unfortunate we are in this situation, but so fortunate to have this site to be able to communicate our feeling, ask questions and give or receive support to so many others..

    thanx for putting into words what i know i feel every day

    sam  :)  xxx

     

  • Samantha Cunnington
    Samantha Cunnington Member Posts: 235
    edited March 2015
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    i think i got to the 3rd line when the tears started flowing...all u have wtitten is so true..and my heart feels the same

    its unfortunate we are in this situation, but so fortunate to have this site to be able to communicate our feeling, ask questions and give or receive support to so many others..

    thanx for putting into words what i know i feel every day

    sam  :)  xxx

     

  • Di_BCNA
    Di_BCNA Member Posts: 896 ✭
    edited March 2015
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    That's a beautiful poem, Sam.  Thanks so much for posting it

    ~Di xx

  • Julia44
    Julia44 Member Posts: 361
    edited March 2015
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    I too read it with tears in my eyes.  So much of what you say is true for us all!

    very moving.

    Hope you are travelling well.

    Julia

  • Julia44
    Julia44 Member Posts: 361
    edited March 2015
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    I too read it with tears in my eyes.  So much of what you say is true for us all!

    very moving.

    Hope you are travelling well.

    Julia

  • kay
    kay Member Posts: 73
    edited March 2015
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    that's really lovely.  When I was first diagnosed and then had to do chemo. I was crying when I went out to the car from the supermarket. My husband was picking me up. I had just seen some ladies with scarves on their head walk by and they were bald underneath. I knew that was what I had to go through, losing my hair.  I could deal with most things but not losing my hair.

    Thanks for sharing

    Kay

  • Amy
    Amy Member Posts: 233
    edited March 2015
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    Thanks for putting into words everything that we're feeling....stay strong.

    xxx

  • Amy
    Amy Member Posts: 233
    edited March 2015
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    Thanks for putting into words everything that we're feeling....stay strong.

    xxx

  • Gaylene
    Gaylene Member Posts: 20
    edited March 2015
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    Wow thanks Sam, very moving and true poem, think you should definately give some thought to taking up writing again as this will touch the hearts of so many of us.

    Thanks for allowing me to share in you feelings.

     

    Gaylene

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