Thank you ladies.....I liked the link as usual you always make me feel happier and today I do. I guess when it boils down to it ......I was wallowing in self pity. Last night I tried getting through to my family by saying I really do a huge amount for you guys and would just like to feel appreciated and loved.I don't know how long I have to live ...Well this is what I got haha...
Oh mum stop right there my god don't be over dramatic . Then later my husband looking at a statement of our superannuation mentioned 17 years till retirement and I mentioned hope I get there and got the oh god don' be stupid look. I must be the only women in the world of having the luxury of having stage four breast cancer that isn't sick .....actually I kind of feel blessed really . I think I have stressed myself to much today I actually feel blah... hold on what's wrong with me cause I'm certainly not sick. ☺