Thanks Amanda for sharing another great post with us. I think I am much more hopeful and believing in a miracle because of my children. They are a wonderful reason to get out of bed and live as normally as possible every day. Like your children, my kids think chemo is just a normal part of our lives and so don't freak out about it. I have bad days too. Today is one where I have little energy and am feeling breathless and a bit sorry for myself. My husband has taken the kids off for a couple of hours so that I can rest up. I'll probably have a good cry too - good to get those emotions out rather than bottling them up. Something I am just learning to do.Take carexxx