My mum died 10 years ago when I was 17 from lung cancer, about 11 months after diagnosis. I mirror what kmakm said, you’ve raised them well and whenever you do leave this earth, they will be okay. Yes it’s awful not having a mum particularly for my own cancer journey, plus the big things like my wedding day. But I’m sure you’ve taught them to be strong, lively women and trust me they will appreciate life in a new way.
Ive seen a few women on a FB BC group who are living well 4 years after initial stage 4 diagnosis including brain mets. As a nurse, I’ve seen a lot of patients survive past their expectancy.
Advice from both my personal experience losing my mum.. Just enjoy your time. Take holidays with the girls between treatment when you can. Tell them stories you never have. My biggest regret is not asking my mum more questions.
I hope the new regime goes well and doesn’t leave you feeling too shit. Xx