Nards
9 years agoMember
Lumpectomy or Mastecomy?
Hi All
Thanks in advance for being an amazing network that allows people in our position to connect with others for support. :smile:
12 Months ago - almost exactly! - I was diagnosed with breast cancer in my right breast. A 3cm tumour was removed as a lumpectomy plus the sentinel node surgery. I also underwent chemotherapy and radiation but chose not to go on Tamoxifen. The cancer was mildly Oestrogen receptive. I do not carry the gene for breast cancer. Now 1 year later I have had all my follow up scans and they have found a few small speckles of calcification on my left breast that they are unsure about. Oh no - here we go again! It is way too soon for my brain and emotions to be handling this! I know it could be nothing - but it is still too much!
Anyway they booked me in for a vacuum biopsy which they attempted to perform whilst in the mammogram machine. I'm sure that I don't have to tell any of you but this in itself is not exactly pleasant - add to that the fact that the operators had never used the machine before and proceeded to read the instructions whilst my breast was compressed and experimented with putting the needle in and out at different levels - this went on for over an hour. They got a sample, but it didn't contain the calcifications and my breast is bruised and battered, not to mention my emotional state!
Now I am faced with the decision of how to test the lumps...attempt biopsy again with the risk of another unsuccessful attempt (the calcs are quite deep) or remove them as a lumpectomy for testing. My surgeon is suggesting the surgery to remove them, but I am honestly contemplating double mastectomy...is that crazy?
I am not sure how many times I can handle this stress! Even if they take these calcs and they are all clear, could I go through this again in another 12 months time? I am hoping that maybe others can shed some light as to their thought processes. Do you eventually get over the stress of it potentially coming back or is removing the potential risk a better way to put your mind at ease? What are your thoughts.
Many thanks in advance.
Thanks in advance for being an amazing network that allows people in our position to connect with others for support. :smile:
12 Months ago - almost exactly! - I was diagnosed with breast cancer in my right breast. A 3cm tumour was removed as a lumpectomy plus the sentinel node surgery. I also underwent chemotherapy and radiation but chose not to go on Tamoxifen. The cancer was mildly Oestrogen receptive. I do not carry the gene for breast cancer. Now 1 year later I have had all my follow up scans and they have found a few small speckles of calcification on my left breast that they are unsure about. Oh no - here we go again! It is way too soon for my brain and emotions to be handling this! I know it could be nothing - but it is still too much!
Anyway they booked me in for a vacuum biopsy which they attempted to perform whilst in the mammogram machine. I'm sure that I don't have to tell any of you but this in itself is not exactly pleasant - add to that the fact that the operators had never used the machine before and proceeded to read the instructions whilst my breast was compressed and experimented with putting the needle in and out at different levels - this went on for over an hour. They got a sample, but it didn't contain the calcifications and my breast is bruised and battered, not to mention my emotional state!
Now I am faced with the decision of how to test the lumps...attempt biopsy again with the risk of another unsuccessful attempt (the calcs are quite deep) or remove them as a lumpectomy for testing. My surgeon is suggesting the surgery to remove them, but I am honestly contemplating double mastectomy...is that crazy?
I am not sure how many times I can handle this stress! Even if they take these calcs and they are all clear, could I go through this again in another 12 months time? I am hoping that maybe others can shed some light as to their thought processes. Do you eventually get over the stress of it potentially coming back or is removing the potential risk a better way to put your mind at ease? What are your thoughts.
Many thanks in advance.