Hi @Gold_ie,
Yes! Waiting is just the pits and we all totally understand the thoughts racing through your head. Not to mention the pounding of your heart.
For me I felt relief in some strange way when I was told my diagnosis (which was breast cancer), as I now had a plan and direction to focus on moving forward. Of course I would have felt more relief if it was clear, but I had (kind of) prepared myself, based on what the staff said (and didn't say) at my biopsy appt.
You will find everyone on here is so supportive, funny and kind, and of course we are all real people with real life stories, so we 'get it'.
Feel free to write as often as you like, someone is always here!
Thinking of you and wishing you the very best, for the best outcome possible xx