treatment starting

Of course you're anxious.  We all have been.  But do try to take some deep breaths and find something if you can, to distract yourself.  I joked to my surgeon before the op that the hospital kept the balcony doors locked so we couldn't escape (only half joking) and he held my hand to calm me down as the anaesthetic was put in the other arm.  Before chemo, I was nearly in tears.  But I got through it (I'm a wuss) and so will you.

Best wishes for tomorrow.