@Me2 My heart goes out to you. I hope the treatment improves the pain for you. I lost my sister to the b#tch and all I can say is she packed a lot of memories in her time left and left such a tremendous legacy to her children and gave them strength to be so resilient because of hiw she faced her time. I'm sure she was angry...though nobody ever knew. She did volunteer work at her grandchildrens kindy so she had more special time with them. I thought this was truly amazing. Her husband...well they purchased an Ostrich farm. She's been gone 14 years now...but he has a reason to get up every day and walk the fences and keep going. He's in his 80s now.
Her illness brought her family closer and they have remained close with her passing as a way to honor her.
So lovely. ..I'm hoping you are the miracle who surprises them all...but at the very least I want your pain to subside and you find a way to feel joy again in whatever time there is. Kath x