Hi there.
My GP said to me when delivering my BC diagnosis - “it’s the loss of control that will be the worst thing for you” and she was correct!
We are very much in the hands of our medical team and it is indeed an emotional roller coaster.
I had a mastectomy and wren I came to in my hospital bed and was in intense pain I actually thought “ at least I’ve now going some physical pain to push aside the emotional pain / anxiety”.
Try and keep busy , don’t use Dr Google and feel comforted by the fact we have one of the best medical systems in the world.