Hi Nicole - welcome to the group that no-one thought they would ever be in
It's perfectly normal to feel anxious, scared, angry - my story is I was 37 diagnosed June 2013, early breast cancer, lumpectomy, chemo, radiation, herceptin infusions for 12 months & now on tamoxifen for 5 years - it's one hell of a ride, if I can offer you some words that may surprise you now but you will reflect back & hopefully agree - "you've never been more loved than now" you will get through this & come out the other side - take one day at a time, deep slow breaths xxx