Good luck with the chemo @Newby24 it was a huge decision but at least you are comforted you are doing everything possible. The first one is daunting as what we have imagined is a lot worse than what it actually is. I found all of the chemo nurses fantastic. There is nothing they haven't seen before and are prepared for everything. I found once hooked up I just had something to eat, a cuppa and just dozed thanks to the drugs. I had only one hiccup but the nurses were onto it straight away within seconds. You've got this. Yes you will feel like rubbish some days ( for me it was day 3 to day 10 ) then I made sure on my last week before chemo again I would catch up with a few close friends or they would know to visit me if I was feeling good. Thinking of you. xo