Now that the decision has been made, I'm sure some of the anxiety of should I ? shouldn't I ?, has reduced. Of course we all know that this will be replaced by all sorts of other stresses, concerns and worries, and this is the place to bring them. We, your fellow tribes members, will always be here to hear you. Really hear you and get you. You have your combat boots ready and polished and ready for battle and that is a good thing too. I wish you all the very best with your treatment and am sending you a big cyber (((hug))). Ally.