Thank you everyone and even though I am terrified, I do feel better for actually making the decision and feel ready to do this shit. I’m going to cut my hair very short on Tuesday cause I don’t think I can hack it falling out in lumps. I’ve sat my 16, 15, 13 and 10 year old grannies down n given the heads up as to what could lie ahead and they make me so proud. My two daughters have come to every meeting so they are aware and I have moved in with one daughter but other daughter lives about 5 houses away. My cancer nurse is amazing and is always on call to answer any questions I have. I actually use this network more than Facebook 😂 so it is what it is but I’m ready for the fight for my life.