So annoying to have everything delayed again and again. It takes a lot to psyche yourself up for the first chemo and then to change the plan twice is just awful. I can totally understand your thoughts. If it makes you feel any better, I went through all my chemo without getting any bugs, I work in a public hospital and I refused the Neulasta needle after the first one! So you just never know. Hopefully once your over this hiccup you'll be able to get on with it and back on track.
Hope everything goes to plan next time lovely.
xoxoxoxox