Thank goodness I decided to post!! I canโt believe how caring, supportive and helpful you all are. Till now I felt like I was the only person going through this litany of feelings and emotions but now I see that there is life after a BC diagnosis and that for some time it will be tough and though the future may be โdifferentโ it will still be great. Thank you beautiful wonderful ladies. Iโve now understood that I have to ditch the guilt and get on with making me number 1 for now. Thank you all. ๐๐๐๐๐