Phew I remember the night before. It was scary. Here I am though the sux months later. It's sped by. I worried I didn't have an oncologist too. Everything happens so fast. They will decide if you need one afterwards. All I can say is the first few days physically are the worst but you do heal. You just need someone that you can fall apart in front of and know you don't have to hold it tigers the whole time. It's fucking hard!! Sorry for swearing but it's a mental mind f---k. I will be wishing you all the very best for your recovery. Xx
