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You must be feeling numb heading into surgery, but it is a positive day - you are one step closer to being cancer free! I think we go into survival mode to do all we need to.
It really is just one step at a time and not looking too far ahead. You will cope with what is right for you, breakdown or not. Just do what you need to to get through this.
I had my first tears and breakdown when the surgeon called into hospital to give me the good pathology report. Everything had been held in til then and it was just complete relief. When I called my husband FaceTime with the news I was still crying so poor thing thought the worst!
Wishing you all the best for your surgery tomorrow. You will be taking all our positive thoughts with you. When you can, let us know how you are doing. Sending a hug, Jane xx
