Hi @cory51 There are a few deeply pragmatic people on this site but I think, without exception, we all reach a point when something gets right under our skin. It's all well and good to make sensible decisions about systemic poisoning and getting body parts removed, but it's a shitful situation and eventually something has to give. I've had a few Basil Fawlty moments and have literally taken to my car with a stick because I couldn't shut the alarm up. The final straw, so to speak. Losing the plot a bit about having to pick a fake boob is reasonable.
Chemo sucks. Tit lopping sucks, particularly when it has been on the horizon for so long. I had chemo first too, and by the time I was able to have surgery I was ready to chew those puppies off myself. It's horrible to be backed into a corner where all the options are unpalatable and it sends out brains into over drive. We get it, hang in there. MXX
