Hello @6ftred. Welcome to the forum. I'm sorry you've found yourself here. I hope you find it as helpful and supportive as I have. It's a great hive mind, and good for a laugh, a vent and a good whinge!
Everything you're feeling, experiencing and expressing is entirely normal. Everyone here has been there, we get it. It will get better in many ways once the pathology results from your surgery are known and you have a treatment plan. Until then you have to take some deep breaths, distract yourself, and try really hard not to cross bridges until you come to them. Easier said than done I know! Focus on today, even solely on the next hour if needs be, and you'll get there.
Yes, the learning curve is a vertical straight line. Fire away with your questions. There's almost always someone here who knows the answers. And if they don't, they know someone who does.
Use the search bar to hunt for 'mucinous' and you might find someone similar. I had a mucinous cyst 19 years ago, but it wasn't malignant and someone else altogether.
Hang in there, you're not alone. Big hug, K xox
