Welcome to the forum!
It make it makes total sense to me and I am sure many others that would share the same feelings.
Such an important appointment coming up, some ideas include definitely taking somebody else with you, if allowed, I took my partner and my daughter, and still rely on them to contribute to what was actually said, compared to what I remember!
Worth writing down any questions you have, It is so easy to forget one in the middle of processing all the information that’s coming forward!
If you don’t understand anything, it’s important to say so straight away, because those kinds of things are too important to not quite get your head around.
big hugs for the next stage,
Lots of love Tinks xx