I feel so detached I want to cancel my surgery because I don't feel I need it!

Hey @MezDiaz
I too was just i think in a bubble for ages.. i wasnt sick, life was rocking along. I had surgery, i just went through the motions, doing what they told me to do. Then my hair began to fall out and bam. The reality finally hit me. What i have learnt is there is no right or wrong way to feel. Only you can make the decision..no one can have it or do it for you. Go with your gut and know your family love you and you have support here. 
Xxx Trikki2