Hi @Angiebloom
I just wanted to say welcome to this forum where we all understand the fear, the highs and lows,and of course 'the waiting'!
We each have our own story and journey, but we share the emotions that go with it all. I wish you all the very best for your op on the 4 December.
Following your pathology you will have a treatment plan, which in a weird way allows you a degree of control back on your life. Keep letting us know how you are going, and if you have any questions.
We all care, even though we don't know each other personally!
Best wishes, xx