Confused & Overwhelmed

Hi everyone. I've woken up feeling much better. Thank you for your responses & words of encouragement.

I've spoken to my son this morning & he has reminded me I need to get through this current challenge before overthinking the future, and with surgery booked next Thursday things are in motion. 

I see that the current course of action for me is to stop the HRT as recommended by my Surgeon however I will still continue to educate myself and wonder if anyone knows of any Oncologists or Urologists specialising in hormones & Menopause. 

I know of the protective role hormones play for us ladies and it terrifies me to think that I'm exposing myself to cardiovascular disease, dementia, alzheimer's, muscular skeletal & the myriad of other conditions by stopping HRT to manage the recurrence of hormone receptive positive cancers. 

Thank you & so grateful for your support everyone. T